Tired

Napapagod na ako… I’m tired with these entire “medical situations” I’m going through…from allergies, abnormal vadge bleeding, cyst, polyps and now I have to consult a Neurologist for something… =( … And on top of that I’m swamped with a lot of things that needs to be done. Plus the fact that we cannot afford an additional expenses right now. Seriously, I need a break! 

Blues

I’ve been under the weather lately; perhaps it’s the effect of what I’m taking, as I read in the web, sometimes this type of medicine can get you the blues. And on top of that, I’m basically an emotional kind of gal, so maybe the meds and my emotion got wired one level up…lolz.

Anyways, nothing to worry about…I’ve come into terms with my emotions. There are moments that I can’t help to feel the way I feel but at least I have this awareness and acknowledgment that it will pass and I will find my balance again =).

Again... =)

Here I am again, for the nth time…. trying to write my thoughts here…

It’s crazy hot right now… summer is exaggerated in this part of the world…lolz but I like it this way than the gloomy, rainy season =)

I’m kind of busy with the online shop. I’ve put up another blog just for that. I’m still learning, it’s a process, a hit and miss thing and I’m enjoying it =).  From Human Heart Nature products and books, I added the kikay stuff I personally curate…so far, so good.

The home front is doing fine, with some drama here and there hehehe…but it’s manageable, or so I like to think :P ….

Though what keeps me frustrated is my health thingie…sigh…allergy is causing me a big time blow in all aspects, such a bummer! :P  and I just do what I have to do…lolz

That’s it for now…till the next post =)

Recently I signed-up to be a dealer of organic and natural products. My first reason was to have a discount for my personal use. Secondly, to have an income while still staying at home and do what I love most, to be a mom and manage the house =).

But on a serious note, I think this is my first step to be an online seller of the things I like or love as I really need to earn my keep, coz you know, reality steps in, and our family cannot afford to be a one-man income household.

So, wish me luck my dear! Hope to feel your love by trying the products I sell =)

Trying again...

Hello blog! It’s been a long time. I’m going to take chance again. I’m going to write, blog hop and connect in the web. Wish me luck! =)

2 days to go...

This is the time of the month that sadness slither slowly in me, as it approach the day I felt the most painful part of my life as of to date. It’s still there, the pain, the sadness and occasional tears.

Too much thoughts creep into my mind, not good. Started to worry and fears strikes in. Tears run down into my face as I say my prayer, offered it to heavenly mother hoping to pacify my being...and it didn’t disappoint. There’s still doubt, but in that doubt, some way, somehow, there’s a soothing feeling in keeping my faith.

Marrying Buddha by Hui Wei

I like Chinese drama. I like Asian authors. There is some kind of different depth in a book when it is written by an Asian author – my opinion.
I like this book, I’ve read this twice. I can feel the character, I can relate.
A wandering soul in a journey called life.



Love me without fear…
Trust me without questioning…
Need me without demanding!

Want me without restrictions…
Accept me without change…
Desire me without inhibitions.

Dick Sutphen

Nostalgia and Happiness

After checking on my account, signing up for whatnots and checking on my friends, I feel good and happy.

Happy for C coz she's happy, G coz he's de-stressing in fb and me - hopeful :)

Rainbow...

Somebody once said to me this line - “You always have a CHOICE”, and the way it was delivered was as if every time you come across a dilemma in you’re life you can always come up with a decision in an instant…true at some point and some circumstance. But what if the sentiment at the moment is too much to bear? That you’re too numb to decide on the choices at hand? You can’t think clearly and the only thing that you can do is to be still and let the course take its action for the moment. Will that mean that you’re not doing something? Will that mean that you don’t care?

I don’t’ think so. No, I know so. I learned that not all predicaments can solve at an instant it presents its self. There are times when backing off doesn’t mean not doing something. Some people need time in some situations to ponder on the things at hand. To get a clearer view and see the bigger picture before they can come to a conclusion or before they can do something about their situations. It may take days, weeks, and months or years; it really depends on the weight of the situation or what kind of a problem one’s facing.

Life is not all black or white. There are other colors to be taken with dealing with life’s drama. Acceptance is the key word here …..*wink*!!!

Happy weekend!!!

Getting better everyday...

With baby steps and taking it one day at a time….